Yesterday I returned to working on the quiet book I'm making for our expected baby and this page was the result....
The van has a zippered pocket that holds the transportation-related felt pieces. At this point I think I can start putting it together so that I can know the size I will need to make the cover.
I may have shared this poem with you previously but it's one I pull out every year and re-read simply to remind me that all is not sweetness and light this time of year. Some of us struggle with the holiday season and all it entails. This poem was published in the Woman's Day magazine dated 12/20/88 so it's an oldie!
Dear Lord,
'Tis the season to be merry and I'm not, really.
'Tis the season of goodwill, of general and particular
blessedness, of worship and praise and warmth of heart...
And I, like the Grinch, have spiders in my spirit, and
garlic in my soul.
And I come in confession and remorse, asking You for....
....for Christmas.
Is it the dither, Lord, that sets my day on edge?
Is it the too-muchness, the lavishness, the
extended list that gnaws at my extended self? Hmmm.
I do believe I could trim a thing or two off that list.
Is it that I am trying to make a Production
out of Christmas when what I really want is a
Presence?
That I'm trying to guarantee, by my own efforts,
what can come only as gift, by Thine?
Is it the begrudging, Lord? That I want to
do lovely things for my loved ones,
only I resent the time spent 'doing' for the
one I am so irked at right now....or that
I want to do gracious helpful things for
nebulous 'others' but I certainly want to know that
they will appreciate my efforts adequately!
Forgive my begrudging, Father, and my
strings attached.
Forgive my production, and my dither,
and fill me with carols of hope, and
hymns of praise,
and prayers of deep joy....
fill me with Christmas.
Amen
Today's quote is a short one..."Be naughty, save Santa the trip"